June Edition
Only stupid person who fall into the same hole twice...well I belong to that group I guess. How cannot be, I repeat the same thing happenned a year ago. Last year I didn't join the Upgrading since my idleness possessed me. I was overwhelmed with a huge wrong feeling. Now, I broke my promise to my best friend just because I was too afraid of getting there alone without her. I used my temporary dizziness as my aliby.The worse is..I didn't realize it until I did it...well regret come last... isn't it? I asked myself several times.... what's the matter with me? Why I was doing such a stupid thing like that? It's not a tiny thing anymore, it will become a huge thing if I pay no attention to fix it. God.....I was so stupid! I hate myself when I'm doing this .......
My birthday supposed to be a joyful time... as this thing happenned....worriness knock my door and stayed longer than before .... Luckily I could evaluate myself more with its coming. tried not to take it for granted. It's so easy saying all that things but it's so hard doing all that thing s......... Nothing is hard if you put all your strength to do it .... You can do it... believe it .........Yeah you're right.... Welcome back New Kla ... I'm hoping a brand new you !
"Happy birthday" ...... once again God has gives you a chance to be a better person, to scattered good things to all the people next and far from you, other people are waiting for your big steps. Do not ever afraid to step ahead, lots of people who loves you are standing next to you. Be delighted to be loved and loving other people .... I love you ... I love ME
posted by nukla @ 5:15 PM
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